I'm trying to set a new goal for myself, and im asking you guys to help me and always remind me of it.



I'm going to be an OPTIMIST.




Got that? Ill try my best! YEY! Go go ME! :D

Hoy! Yngat kaio jan ha!!

Mahal ko kaio so0o0o0o0obra!!!

Babalik ako!! Pramis!!

Smile smile!!

i have a physics exam on wed and a geometry exam on thurs. i really should be working on me and my geometry book's 5 month relationship by initiating more bonding time with it. but no what the hell. im tooo lazy to do anything rght now. the fact that our pc now is running on vista makes the whole situation worse. sounds totally out of line here but its making a big contrbution to my ideal studying environment. Vista has hindered me from my mental relaxation material, which, in simpler terms, is music. not just any music. its asian music taken from the korean drama full house. well wht does this have to do with vista? the fact that it is too freakin advanced unables me to install my cellphone software on the computer, which in turn makes it impossible for me to transfer this inspiring music to my cellphone. the cellphone is my all in one media centre as it does not only text, call but also functions as a radio and an mp3 player, with built in speakers. i considered the other option of blasting my pc speakers to let the sound waves travel to the dining room (which is 2 floors up), buuut since my lovely annoying brother is watching tv here in the basement, it would be a little bit impolite to do such a thing. i also thought about transferring the music into my zen (mp3 player) buuuuuuut i am faced with the same obstacle as the cellphone situation. the creative zen driver runs in XP. vista isnt out till the 29th. so i guess the drivers would be ready.... a month afteR? what the hell. i cant wait. i need to downgrade an XP, pronto.

speaking of downgrading, my bro cant seem to watch bootlegged movies on our new and more advanced dvd player. but the same movie worked perfectly fine in our other, cheaper, made in china dvd player. hah. talk about irony. i guess upper class materials and cheap products do not mix well. the lesson: remember your place in the product class pyramid, and stick with it.

 

 

 

...at least two hours of study every night.

starting right

now.

 

As we grow older, do we really grow up? What does it mean to grow up?

It is only in picking up after yourself when you shit somewhere that you know that you've matured. To mature is to face whatever life brings you head on. Accept responsibility. If it means having the world hate you, then so be it. "To live is to suffer",but it is only in suffering that there is learning. Suffering without learning is nothing, and that is when life becomes nothing. To live is to learn. To learn is to live.

And to live is to make choices. We can't stay on the gray side forever. We can't always be in the safe zone. We can't. please. everybody. At one point, we have to make a decision on which path to take. But it is only us who can do it. They say "no man is an island", but you make your own life. And whatever happens to you will be nobody's fault except yours. God did not give us feet so that we can sit on a wheelchair and let other people do the pushing. Whatever we have now is a gift, although it may not seem like it. There is a purpose for everything, and as we go through life, we will start to realize what they are. The important thing is to not let this knowledge keep hidden in one part of our brain. Use it. It is our key to survival.

Time will come when the world reveals itself to you in its real form. And when that happens, it is up to you what to make of it.

 

nakakaines haaa. gs2 ko na magsleep. kea lang d pwede. ansaket ng chan kooo. huhuhu. peste. d ata ako natunawan dohn sa kinain nmen knina. grrr. gs2 ko sana uminom ng tea kea lang aiaw ko ng kunin ung tumbler ko kc andohn sa sink na marume pa. heeeh. pano na to?

Anlunkot ko. Ndi ko alam kng anong ieelaborate. Basta ang LONELY. shit. prang wala nakong frends d2. ang busy. friday lang ang araw ko sa sarili ko. puro skul at trabaho. kaisaisang kaclose ko lumipat na. ung mga date kong kaclose prang ndi na kame magkakilala. ung iba mai sarisarili nang buhay. ano ba ian. sheet. kea mabuti ren magkaron ng lablayp sa buhay. ako zero. gawsh kea maganda mai papa eh. haay. so much love to give! wala namang recepient. GS2 KO NA UMUWE. shiits.

If you've been reading my posts before, you would have known that I went through a grief and depression stage brought about by the supposed death of my most precious and beloved mp3 player, my Creative Zen Micro . I felt so hopeless that when they returned my player to me in a box, I completely ignored it. It just brought horrible memories.

Because of my helplessness to music, I had to borrow my friend's cd player to get me through the whole summer. As school nears, I became desperate to get my hands on a new player. Coincidentally, my friend was selling his 4gb ipod nano for $100. No earphones but with case and 2 year warranty. I grabbed the opportunity and paid the $80 awhile ago.

I went home after work and was so set for school that I started fixing my closet. I organized my uniforms, polo shirts, jackets, sweaters, coats yadayadayadaaaaaaaa until I saw the box that was carelessly shoved in my closet. It was too big and taking up a lot of useful space that I finally decided to open it. To my surprise, I saw a survey on Creative's warranty service. And then to my even more delighted surprise, I saw my player, a NEW one, banded with a yellow paper shouting "CHARGE ME". DAMN!!!!!! They fixed my player all along!!! Even if I got a new zen player for only $20 (that's the shipping cost), I also spent $100 on a 4gb ipod nano. So now, I have TWO mp3 players which came up to $120, still not a bad price. And with the nano's 2-year warranty, there is a chance that I can still get a NEW ipod nano, that costs about $400 back then. So I get two players, whose original values totalled to almost $700, for only $120. Hmm.. I was stupid, but you can't deny.. Im still freakin lucky!! :D:D:D

It's been a long, lo0ong, lo0o0o0ong time since I updated on this blog. There has been a LOT of things going on in my life but Im just either too lazy, or too laaaazy to write them all here. I post more often in my other blog but those are more of my thoughts about stuff. This blog, I decided, should contain my personal life.

So... what's up?

This summer, I feel, is one of the most special summer breaks that I should be having in my life. Why? Because my "kabarkadas" are all splitting up for the next school year. There's me, frias, mikha, aleen, arjay.. and yeah you could probably put aj there too. Next year, its just me and tita (arjay).  Frias is finally off to waterloo to spend the last year of his highschool life and to continue pursuing his post secondary education. Mikha and Aleen are graduates and are starting their first year in UTSC, the same school Martin goes to. Aj is already starting his new life in Calgary. As I expected (and wished and dreamed), we should be having major bonding sessions to cherish the last few days that we could all be together. I guess dreaming too much just puts a *JINX* on everything. For the second month of this summer, we only saw each other four times. We havent even gone to the beach to play beach volley, like we always use too. The overnight and drinking session that we've been excitedly planning, it's there, in the garbage can. We will end the summer without any sort of celebration. My wish to drink, get wasted, play suck and blow and dance all night is again, all just another entertaining thought in my mind.

There's a reason for everything isnt it?

I hope this means that this is NOT the last gimik of our barkada. We shall see each other again!!! On Christmas? Hay Lord, that would be a sweet holiday present.

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Too short an entry for months of no clear updating noh?

Soon friends. Soon.